Tuesday, November 20, 2007

When will things get better?

I skipped yesterday by accident. Had too much going on and just wasnt up to writing. I ended up having to babysit my 2 nieces, Kendall (3) and Gabrielle (1) and I'm gonna be watching them today and tomorrow as well so my mom can get the house ready for Thanksgiving. They're actually laying down and watching Shrek 3 right now, so I found some time to sit here & vent. I've been sort of down the past couple days. Some family business came about yesterday and it's just got me really down. Some people just dont understand and they never will I suppose. I'm not going to mention names or go into great detail because like I said, it's a family matter. I just wish things were different and it could all be easier. I ended up cheering up later on into the evening a bit...Leo's brother, Tony, showed up here & hung out with us for the night. Actually even stayed the night. We had a good time. But today's not much better either I guess you could say. It has its ups and downs. Hopefully everything starts to look up as the day goes by...knowing my luck, it wont.

One thing I cannot wait for is tomorrow night...that's when I can really let loose and have some fun. Every year on the Eve of Thanksgiving, the whole town of Corry is packed in almost every bar with all the college kids coming home and its just a great time. Leo and I are going with some friends and I'm kind of excited to see old friends out and about. So it should definitely be a good time. Then on Thanksgiving day we're having dinner out to his parents house around 1 and dinner with my family later on in the day. I still cant get over the fact that this time of the year is already here...soon enough Christmas will be approaching us. Talk about crazy :-p It's actually going to be quite wierd living in my own apartment with Leo on Christmas. I'm actually trying to talk him into putting a little xmas tree in here for us :0) hehe

Well I guess I better get back to babysitting and entertaining the kids. Shrek's almost over now. They're quite happy because I made them a really "cool" fort in the 2nd bedroom and a little "forest" table for their animals lol They were pretty impressed & they have fun having their own little room to play in. Maybe I'll write later on....who knows. If not, I'll eventually find the time to bore you all again haha

1 comment:

{connie} said...

you are amaZIng and awEsome sis!!! maybe you can call or e-mail me and let me know what has got you so down. what won't people understand? you know i love you, right? i will be here if you need me...the good, the bad and the ugly!! that is what families do. anywho...have a great day tomorrow. maybe you need to go back and read my blog, lol. i have had some pretty rough patches but, going back and reading about how i can make mY own happiness, reminds me that i have a choice. i love you. sending you a big {{{{{hug}}}}}!